The only way to get through with hearts and wrists intact is...

Patrick is cuter and has sideburns

Pete likes monkeys, he's short, he has great hair and has Hemingway

Patrick's also short and isnt a camwhore and doesn't let it all hang out *ahem*

Pete has tattoo's and a great hoodie collection

Patrick is about to star in law and order which everyone is excited about, Pete couldnt even play himself in One Tree Hill

Bob is a great drummer

Ray is kickass at guitar solo's

Bob knows all of MCR's stuff perfectly despite joining after 3 cheers

Ray has the ultimate fro

Bob nearly got burned to death

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Mikey is Nic's favourite bass player ever, he's taller and 'hotter' than Frank

Frank is short, has hazel eyes, he had kickass hair back in the day, he knows some awesome guitar moves

Frank is always ill, Mikey only took time off for marriage

Frank took time off because he HAD to, not because he got married. Gerard didn't take time of when he got married

Mikey is good at kickball

Frank is awesome at kickingstuff

Mikey doesn't moleste people on stage

Ah..but we all know Mikey enjoys it. Frinkey, Fraytoro and Frerard. I think you'll find that Frank aims to please and does so to exceptional standards.

I just got done listening to Ciara's newer album, The Evolution. And instead of the run-of-the-mill albums, she included something that I've never seen before. There are four intro's; The Evolution of Music, The Evolution of Dance, The Evolution of Fashion and the Evolution of C. These are just 10-20 seconds of her talking about the songs to come, what inspired her to do them, etc. And I want to include two of those intro's here.

I love that quote from Ciara. Why? Because it's true. What makes you you is not just your personality, but your style and your look. You can tell quite a bit about people by how they look or how they carry themselves. Some are confident and show it through their dress sense with out-there clothes and bold and bright colors. While others hide behind their clothes and usually wear quite bland and baggy clothing.

I think it's really cool when people stand out in their clothing. If you feel good in it, chances are you look great in it. Now a days there are so many different styles. You can rock dresses with trainers, a suit jacket with jeans, a tie with a t-shirt, a scarf as a belt. Think outside of the box and create something new, think about the possiblities of how you can wear it or what it would look good with. Plan outfits, it will make all the difference. Try lots of different things and see what you can come up with. The possiblities really are endless. Get in or fit in.

Everyone changes, everyone. There are no exceptions to this rule. Some change for the better, some for the worst. Somethings change that you wish had never changed, and some changes are welcomed with open arms. Your life is a journey. You have choices to make, you have things that should or need or want to be done. Sometimes we stumble or fall along the way, and we find people or things to help us through that. But whatever happens, you have choices to make in your life. We don't always make the right ones, but that is how you learn. You can walk away from whatever went wrong, with your head held high and look at things with a newer mind-set and just take away the experiance with you. Every single thing we do affects our future. A thought, an action or a word. What we do will affect what is to come for us. We write our own journey's, we write our own stories. But the one thing that you should remember is that whatever happens, you can recover from it and come out for the better. And everything that happens helps to shape the person you are today and the person you are to become in the future.

I looked over at Alex and took his hand in mine. I was so scared as we sat in that circle. Waiting, waiting for what would come next, waiting for the result. Me and Alex wern't the only ones there. We were there along with six others; Hannah, Marcus, Sian, Jason, Jack and Maz. Just sitting and waiting, waiting for our turn. My blood was pulsing through my veins and my heart beat twice it's average speed. The other's didn't care so much, they didn't really believe in what was going on here anyway. They didn't get why I was so scared anyway, but I knew what they said goes. And I wasn't scared for myself, I was scared for Alex.

He was the love of my life, the person I cared about above everyone even myself. I couldn't bare to lose him. He was too important to me. I looked at him now and he gave a comforting smile.

"It'll be alright, Kiara." He said to me and put our hands onto his lap and held it tightly. I saw him breifly shiver and I guessed that it was from the cold air that was drifting about in this horrid place. This horrid place was just a massive red room, there were no windows and just one door. It was behind us, a big white door marked exit by the big spray-painted letters. In front of me and Alex, behind Hannah and Jason, lay these big wide stairs that led up to a round circle in the wall. In the corner of the room a tannoy speaker crackled into life.

"Could Miss Hannah Bynes please come through," And with that it was silenced once again and we sat there and stared at Hannah. Her round face and big blue eyes showed no fear, infact she was smiling. She stood up, kissed Jason on the cheek and waved to us before ascending the massive stairs without a backwards glance.

We sat in silence and fear, not knowing where she had gone or if she would either be coming back. The minutes seemed to crawl past, each of us sitting in suspense. Until at last, the circle door rolled back and Hannah stepped out. She came down to us and took her original seat.

"What happened?" Sian asked eagerly, her little black curls bouncing about in their bunches. We all nodded and repeated the question. She just shrugged and smiled.

"I went in this room and there was a chair in front a big mirror, obviously with people behind it." We nodded. "And then this voice came through and asked me that if I had one wish, what would it be?" We all looked at her confused.

"What?" Marcus asked, as baffled as the rest of us. "What are they on?" Hannah shrugged again and sat her slim body back in the seat.

"I told them, and then they ask you a few more questions and that was it. They also said that it will be some time before they call another person in, so we should feel free to just relax and do what we want." And with that a few people got up and floated about, but me and Alex stayed together. I lay my head on his chest and he put his big, muscular arms around me and kissed my forehead.

"Told you it was nothing to worry about," he said grinning. I smiled back at him, I loved his smile. It was a big smile, that made his warm brown eyes crease and made his dimples appear in his cheeks. But I still wasn't convinced, there was still a fear inside of me. A fear that something was wrong.

"But why would we be here?" I asked, trying to fake calm.

"I dunno, I guess we'll find out later." I closed my eyes, breathing in his smell and sometime during that I must have slipped off into a sleep because when I woke up nearly everyone had had their turn. It turned out that everyone was asked the same sort of questions, some were asked more than others. Then came the time that I had been dreading.

"Will Miss Kiara Harris and Mr Alex Gray please come through," Everyone stopped and looked up at us, confused.

"Has anyone else been asked like that?" I whispered to Alex and he shook his head and stood up.

"Good luck!" I heard Jack yell and I laughed. "Well ya never know what they want you both for." He winked and I stood up smiling. Put a little bit at ease knowing that Alex would be there with me. I took a deep breath as Alex pulled me up the steps, towards the door and I gasped as the door slid back. A rush of hot air hit me, knocking me back slightly. And then we were inside.

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The room was full of dimmed light and in the middle of the room was a bed, we walked over and sat down. Waiting for the voice to tell us what to do. I giggled nervously when nothing happened for the first five minutes. Just at that moment, a small hatch opened and we watched as this smoke started to fill the room. Thats when I started to panic. I screamed and scrambled up the bed away from the hatch and buried my face into Alex.

"What is it?" I asked, coughing slightly. He shook his head and took a few deep breaths. I felt his hand start to go lax in mine and I started crying and screaming. "Alex! Alex!!" I yanked at his arm, but before I could take any more action, my eyes started to get heavy. I couldn't see, my vision was blurred by water droplets. And then suddenly it went dark.

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For what seemed like hours to them both, Alex and Kiara seemed to wander through the unpenetratable mist in their minds. Neither aware of what was going on around them. And when they woke, some half an hour later, they did so in a calm and uncaring mood. There was no fear or panic in their mind, no worries. Just a warm glowing sensation that started in their chests and spread throughout their entire body. They both blinked for a few moments, their tired eyes adjusting to the dim lit room. It was quiet, no noises apart from their steady breathing.

Kiara groaned and turned her body over, opening her blue eyes up to look at the surroundings. Somewhere in the distance she could hear music. Music that made her want to dance, so she did. She got up and stood on the floor, listening to the song. And then she started to move her hips to the rhythm, unaware of anything going on around her. All she cared about was the music. It made her toss her head around, her black hair flying around her face. Her eyebrows arching as she twirled around and dipped low.

She done all of this completly unaware that Alex was now fully awake and watching. He sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes following her, wandering over her body. His blood pulsing as he watched her curvasceous hips twist this way and that, watched as they wound around. His blood pulsing around and around his body until he could no longer stand it. He reached over and pulled her body down onto the bed, the touch of her skin fuelling his desire. He kissed her, their lips connecting and a feeling like electricity sparked between them, exciting them both. His big hands wandered all over her bare skin, along her thick thieghs and across her chest.

Meanwhile, Kiara was having a hard time controlling herself too. Something inside of her was screaming for release as she ran her hands across his body. Over his big chest and across his flat, toned stomach. Staring up into his brown eyes that looked as if they were on fire. Running her hands through his thick, short brown hair . His mouth butterfly kissing her stomach, just above where the belt would lay. Her hands grasping around his back and he stroked her pale skin, making her back arch and her heart beat fast. Her mind not making sense, everything was a blur. Everything fuelled by some unstoppable force.

Until Alex could no longer keep the little control that he still possesed. He kissed her shoulder blades and smiled as she gasped in her pain. Her mouth forming a perfect o, the tiny breath escaping from those perfectly plump lips. Pushing deeper, deeper until he made her cry out, her eyes narrowed, her back arched, her legs wrapped around his strong hips while he pushed, pushed.

Faster and faster, everything a blur to them both. The pain and pleasure all mixed as one. Their breathing escalated, the temperture through the roof as their hot, sweaty bodies rubbed against each other. Their eyes searching each others face, their mouths searching, tasting, their hands wandering, touching everything and everywhere. Their blood boiling and pulsing through their veins, making their head explode with thoughts, making their passion more fuelled.

Until neither of them could no longer cope, and they collapsed onto each other. Their chests rising and falling, gasping in for air. Neither worried that their naked bodies were exposed, neither caring. Just wanting to rest, everything calming, the room becoming colder. Kiara snuggled up into her lovers chest, keeping warm. And Alex, wrapping his massive arms around his girl, protecting her, keeping her safe.

They both closed their eyes, feeling satisfied. Both trusting, both thinking they were safe in the arms of their lovers. And yet neither noticing the whole time, the little black camera, hidden in the shadows. Recording their every movement, and showing it to everything that lay behind that glass window.